Am I Now or Have I Ever Been An Involuntary Late-Bloomer (especially with regard to dating and sex)?

Answer: Yes, I am. Sorry if that upsets you. It was not ever my choice and I fought desperately to make it different, to be in step with everyone else, but no dates nor sex nor sex partner were forthcoming or pending, nor do they seem to be nowadays, so here I am, posting this and fuck you if you think or do or say otherwise! I have attempted to be and wanted to be a regular bloomer, with regard to the aforesaid things, but apparently some certain element of my character is an obstacle to the sort of pleasure and happiness that I often see all around me. Thus, I am bitter, and with good reason, too. In the end, it is not my fault, but rather, that of someone else-for, it is not like I didn't try. For I did. The End. FU.